During a year i promissed myself to forget everything. This means to forget your existence and to forget that i knew you. How shall i do this when my heart is full of pain? I still hear your last words for me. I know i do not deserve your last and the most precious seconds from your life. But you gave them to me. In the last seconds of your life, you, were thinking about me and about what shall I do without you.
Sometimes i get apset of you. I try to understand and to find answers for the q
uestions that start with "Why?", but I realise that i do not have the right to be apset with an angel. Yes, you chose to be for me an angel, not a beloved person.
Running from the places I could find you, i realised that the pain needs no visa. It comes after me even here. I came here, to be closer to God, to ask Him to take care of my angel. I talk with
you in my dreams. I see you smiling. If you were here, I would not let you go. I would keep you by hand all my life.
People say I have to forget about you. Why?
